A COLLABORATIVE EFFORT BY ME LAIN AND GRAF. GET INTO IT. REPOST!
I don’t think I’m a very good human. The virtue of a normal life still hasn’t set in yet. The contentment people find in doing the regular humdrum same shit everyday, it’s never settled in. I feel so horrible.
To me it looks like a part of their soul has died, as everyone gets older and they find themselves fitting in; fitting into the same society they were born in, in the same country they were born in, being exploited by the same people who exploited their parents and ultimately dying the same way. With a handful of laughably minor personal triumphs and children who regretfully will likely grow up in a similar world, and also do little of importance.
I just can’t seem to come to terms with the myopic pointless nature everyone else seems to have grasped so well. It’s pretty depressing, I’m so sure id rather die than live like you all…but then I feel ashamed at my own ego. But that’s just how I feel.